Life’s been a little chaotic lately and I am struggling to keep up. I’m falling behind in my university work, my house is untidy at the best of times, I am neglecting a lot of my relationships and don’t even get me started on my blog! I feel like I am stuck in a tornado of responsibilities and I am going to get flung out of it before I can catch up; I am not looking forward to dealing with the aftermath.
I suppose this post is my apology to you all, for being so slack with my blog posts. I am using all my energy trying to keep up with life that I have nothing left to put into my writing. I know most of you understand this struggle but I can’t help but feel disappointed in myself for losing passion in the one thing that’s kept me sane this past 18 months.
The summer heat here in Australia is sending my fatigue through the roof, Osome days I hardly have the energy to get out of bed, let alone function. But I’ve been pushing myself and making sure that I get out of bed every damn day, no matter how hard my body protests. My pain has also not been kind to me; however this is kind of self inflicted because I’ve decided to stop taking my pain meds after speaking to a doctor (not as a patient) who told me how destructive Lyrica really is.
I just feel flat and uninspired. I try so hard to write and sometimes I think of some amazing topics to write about, but nothing half decent comes when I start typing. Everything just feels – meh.
I’ll keep this short and sweet, because I can feel it turning into almost a monthly recap (which it isn’t).
Thank you all for sticking by me, even when I am uninspired and not writing for you like I should be. If you have any suggestions for future pieces that you would like to share with me, please comment and help me find my mojo again!